imagine this:
it is finally summer and your friends want to go to the beach. last summer you for sure would’ve said no; you were way too fat! your stomach spilled over your bikini bottoms, your thigh rubbed against each other when you laid down. but now you’re thin. perfectly thin, the thinnest friend. going to the beach is no problem. so you decide to go and you all lay out your towels on the sand to tan. you lie on top of it and can look down your bathing suit bottoms because your hipbones are holding them up. your ribs are showing and your stomach looks concave. you look around at your friends to see their soft tummies and thick thighs. of course they are beautiful, but you realize with pride that you are the thinnest. after taking a cute photo showing your thigh gap, you all run to the water. the water is freezing but you don’t mind the chill; you’re used to being cold. you can feel the wind whistling through the gap in your thighs as you hold onto that cute sunhat you bought when you reached your first goal weight. standing there laughing with all your friends, you feel happy. this is why you skipped all meals, fasted all that time. so you could finally be happy ❀
idk, it’s my first time writing one. hope it is good and helps motivate you. (not promoting eating disorders, it’s just for myself.)
